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Name: Rebecca
Age: 18
Location: Sydney, Australia
Sex: Female
Do you want to stop? A little
How long have you been cutting? Since i was 13
How long since you last cut? a few hours
Reason behind cutting: Stress , self -hatred , low self confidence , alot of things i guess
Have you sought help, explain: I got put into therapy when i was 13 , other than that - no
Where do you cut? My wrists , arms , legs
What tool do you use to cut? Razorblade , Butterfly knife , stanly knife .
Have you ever thought of,or tried to commit suicide.Witch one? Both .... I obviously am too gutless to go through with it
Have rituals? I used to have a faveourite razorblade , i'd use it every sunday - It got blunt , i got rid of it!
Medication? Not at the moment
Are you asking this community for help or just to listen? Both i think .
Does any one know you cut? My best friends & my mum & my boyfriend
What are three things that trigger you most?: My ex , my mum , and school
What other methods do you use when trying to avoid cutting, if any?: excercize .... lots of it
What's the best part about cutting to you? the instant relief , the calm
Do you ever hide your cuts,why? yes , when im at school .... teachers look at me funny ... so do all the kids , like im crazy - im not into that !

Well , theres a sort-of Introduction to me , So by now you know the basics , i self harm - Im also Bullimic .... and i was hospitalised last year for attemping suicide .

um i live in sydney with my mum and sister

Im in year 12 at school , I have a boyfriend .... Aaron - we've been together for 6 months now , hes amazing

the reason im starting this journal is because im struggling with my bullimia & self harm and i needed something to keep my mind off 1. Food & 2. Cutting .... So my best friend suggested i get a 'livejournal' ( shes a recovered anorexic ) , so i have ----

Feel free to e-mail me anytime or send me comments .

Especially if you have any tips for me on how to hide my ed ... or tips on purging - as im not so great at it !